When doing the black rose complex circle casting can I substitute white candles with the elemental glyph drawn on them until I can get colored candles? I don’t have access to them where I’m at (I live in the country in the middle of nowhere), and I don’t have to funds to be shipping candles to me.
Also with awakening the energy body and running the energy, Im having trouble actually feeling it but no trouble making the energy ball. Does anyone have any tips for this? Rubbing my hands together helps but I have alot of trouble feeling the energy move up my arms and to the solar plexus.